Imma getting paid! Woohoo!! Chilli's ulit? XD

Oh yeah.




And before I go:

Get Your Sexy Name

I like the monster name better.

Twenty-one units this semester. I'll be adding two more classes after Econ 121. When I get them, I'll be getting off at 7PM on Tuesdays and Fridays. >_< Oh well! That's the schedule I want, actually. ^^

I'll be happy when I'm done with it. For now, SUGOD PARA MAKAKUHA NG PI!! (>'-')> Grrrr~

Get Your Monster Name

i want to sleep but my body doesn't let me
i want to temporarily cloud my thoughts with dreams of being toothless.
but i don't want to feel toothless.

of all the places to be bangag, my blog is the last place i write. ohohoho. sure. as if i have so many things to say to myself that i haven't already said...not here of course. in front of the mirror maybe, or in bed. while i'm in bed with myself. sleeping with myself. dreaming of things that don't remind me of what i don't want to remember. i want to be sure but will i ever be? of course not, the only way you're sure in life is if you're about to die. i'm not the type.

i have to sleep i have a 9 am appointment. demmet i want to hear it but you're not telling me. 9 am appointment.

to my readers. skip this entry its completely pointless. just like the restaurants i've bookmarked in my head. the plans i've blueprinted in my journal. well not really completely pointless until i'm sure wahahaha. hopefully i'll never be sure. i thought i wanted to be sure? yeah, sure of this one thing but on the other hand i really don't want to be sure of the other side of it because it would mean i'm not sure if it at all.

why can't i be as happy as janssen's cee? haha. maybe someday, maybe with someone else. or maybe with the same person, maybe just in another life. or maybe in the near, distant future if it somehow finds that it can balance itself long enough to keep the knot in tact. sabi ni tita angie mag hintay daw ako ng mas maputi. sabi ni kate mag ingat ako. sabi ko naman...marami. bat ko pa iisaisahin dito?

dear booj. all i need from you is a knock on the head. tell me i'm wrong. i'm making this up. i need you. to tell me.

what happens twice will happen a third time. i'm on a bomb waiting to explode.

tell me.

an you name 13 of ur classmates in ELEMENTARY that u can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you've written the names of all 13 people.

This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first. No Cheating!

1. Manel
2. Chubby
3. Kai
4. Virginia
5. Stacy
6. Criselda
7. Sig
8. Kimmy
9. Tracy
10. Sam Lucas
11. Tanya
12. Serena
13. Gemma

How did you meet 10?
- she was my classmate in grade six

What would you do/what would happen if you had never met 1?
- Grade school life would have been soo much less interesting.

What would you do if 6 and 2 date?
- Umm..Well, it would be really weird, but I'd leave them alone. If ever, 2 would be lucky to have 6.

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
- Nope

Do you think 10 is cute?
- Er..She used to smile a lot. But I don't think she's cute, because she was always taller than me.

did you get to know 3?
- Grade school bestfriend.

What's 7's Favorite color?
- Blue

What would you do if 5 confessed he/she loved you?
- Hahahaha! I'd say, "I knew it! You've always loved me! XD"

Fact about 9:
- That she has an anime.

Who is 4 going out with?
- If I knew I probably wouldn't have remembered.

What is number 5 to you?
- Ka-trio

Would you ever live with 13?
- We used to live hear each other, but I guess if some twist of fate made us roomies, I'd be fine with it, unless she turned out to be a real bitch (which she wasn't in grade school)

Is 2 single?
- Sa pagkaka-alam ko~

Where does 7 live?
- Near the highway. Hehehe~

What do you think about 12?
- She's really smart. ^_^

What's the best thing about 8?
- Sobrang understanding. ^___^

Who is 11 to you?
- She used to be my idol~

Favorite Memory with 1?
- She'd make me type out and give her love letters to Diwa.

They say that when you dream of your teeth falling off it means someone in your family is going to die. People tell me that whenever I get such dreams, I should, the moment I wake up, bite anything wooden before talking to anyone.

See, I've been having dreams like that quite often recently and it's freaking me out. I think a month ago I had that dream, and then around two weeks ago, and then this morning...Twice. >_< That's the weird part, I woke up this morning to a very nice overcast day and I didn't feel any bit pleasant. At first I couldn't remember the toothless part of my dream and was wondering why I felt uneasy. But I remembered eventually. Freaky.

Now, I didn't get up because I'm lethargic in the morning and I fell back to sleep and dreamt of losing my teeth again. But it was worse this time, because my teeth just kept falling out one by one. And you know how it is in dreams, the way you really feel it. I've had to lose milk teeth in the past so I know how it feels to have loose teeth that can be really annoying when it swings in place, to the point that you even play with it using your tongue until it just falls out, with its roots and all. >_< And the feeling of having empty spaces in your mouth where they used to be.

During my second toothy dream this morning, I was freaking out to my Mom because she didn't seem to care that I had lost five permanent teeth already, but she did take me to the dentist after quite some nagging. And the dentist had to inject some medicinal solution into my gums to make them stronger so that no other teeth fall off. >_<

Gawd! I do hope superstitions remain superstitions.

I,

Miss

I-miss-you,

miss you.

I, Ms. I-miss-you, miss you.

Boo.

Miss I-miss-you misses you, boo.

Come back to me you.

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a Gentleman or a Chauvinist Pig: Which one are you?
May 17, '07 8:14 AM
Posted by Dani on his multiply blog.

Gentleman - A well-mannered and considerate man with high standards of proper behavior.

It is always nice to hear such a nice word as a compliment, especially when its comes from a lady. A man is sure to be called a gentleman when he gives way for a girl to have a seat in a bus, or when he assists a lady with her luggage, situations like that. Situations where he's being considerate of other people's limited capabilities.

Chauvinism - activity indicative of belief in the superiority of men over women.

On the other hand, it is always not-so-nice to hear comments like you're being a "chauvinist pig" especially when it comes from a lady. A man is sure to be called a chauvinist pig when he gives way for a girl in a queue, or when he assists a lady with her luggage, situations like that. Situations where he's being considerate of other poeple's limited capabilities.

Same situation, different results. (Okay ladies, it always depends on the man's approach.)

Personally though, i think women are making such a big fuss over male domination in this country, while requiring it in many ways at the same time.

For example, women always demands to be treated equally as men, but when you reason out to them the same way they do, they'd call you "pumapatol sa babae."

In the MRT, they are given 1/3 of the cars exclusively for themselves and a few differently-abled people, but they still ride the other cars, which is just fine. But in the other cars, they'd still demand to have the seats and let the men stand.

In reality, women expect men to behave a certain way, the 'gentleman's way.' If one behaves differently, he'd be labeled many names. If a man treats women special, assisting them in every way possible, he'd still be labeled many names.

How should you treat women? Supposedly, the same way you treat men, because men and women have equal rights, or, do they have separate rights? In our case they do.

Hey man, which one are you? Either way, you should behave the other way.

---

Nothing personal Dani, I would just like to react to this.

Me thinks....

Gentleman: when he gives way for a girl to have a seat in a bus, or when he assists a lady with her luggage, situations like that out of the goodness of his heart.

Chauvinist: when he assists a lady with her luggage because he thinks women are too weak to do such a thing on their own.

There is a difference.

To further elaborate and present a more stark contrast, a chauvinist might keep a woman (maybe his wife) from getting a job because he thinks that women cannot handle heavy workload, etc. Certainly no gentleman would do that.

Of course, women don't always know what men think, or why men act so considerate of other people's limited capabilities, so it IS rather judgmental of us to automatically assume that they help us with our luggage because we're too weak, and thus, think them a chauvinist. And really, we shouldn't, unless he explicitly displays his chauvinist characteristic (i.e., saying "dapat lang ibigay ko 'tong seat na toh kasi mas malakas naman ako kesa sa babae.")

By the way: using the term "limited capabilities" can make a man a chauvinist for its political correctness. Careful.

In other news: May 18 na~ (='.'=)~<3

LOVE
is like a star,
content with staying
with her moon
even when she knows
she's not the only one.

LOVE
is like the moon,
patiently following
his sun.

LOVE
is like the sun,
shining her light
on the planet
that is out of her reach.

LOVE
is like the planet,
happy with viewing
his star
from afar.

An SMS I received.
Edited a little. :)

But it's okay because this made me feel so much better.

Those nights when you
can't sleep, it might be
because you're awake in
someone else's
dreams...ü

Gud evening! ü
From: T Jojo
11:02pm 5/6/07

*points to the time*

Big mmmwuggles to Jojo for that~

Last Monday, at Kuya Ryan's request, Tennis UP went videoke-ing. :D He just finished with his comps the week before and probably wanted something to relieve himself of the memory. Lol. We went to this really nice place in Tomas Morato, Music Match, and had an great time! XD We were there for three hours, left at around midnight and paid only P125 each! ^__^ Not so bad, eh?

I was thinking I should list down the videoke-worthy songs so that the next time we go singing (maybe I'll bring the Kada there kasi super sulit), I'd know what songs to look for. Then again, I sort of forgot the nice songs na. T_T Except Welcome to the Black Parade because that was a really memorable sing for me. I felt rejuvenated after screaming "We'll carry on!" so many times. LOL. I remember we also sang Hands to Heaven because it took us a while to remembering the title and then look for it on the list.

*Sigh* When I go singing again, I'll make sure to list down the nice singsongs. XD I'm pretty sure I'll be doing that again, because it was fun. Whee~

(Sorry for the wrong grammar, I'm listening to Grace Kelly by Mika at the moment and I can't seem to concentrate with that song. O.o

Wag mo na sana ako pahirapan pa, kung ayaw mo sakin ay sabihin mo na~

Every time I hear that song I just feel like singing it. I think even the melody reeks with its emotion. O_o Ay ewan.

Tulad ng mundong hindi tumitigil sa pag-ikot, tulad ng ilog na hindi tumitigil sa pag-agos..

This song naman...Grawr.

At sandali lang, wag ka muna magsalita. Di ko hahayaang pati ikaw ay mawala...

Tell me that! Tell me that!

Aabot pa ba sa ika labing-walo?

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

Haroharo~ Haroharo~ I'm back with a new post!! XD I bet you can guess what this entry was inspired by. This adorable little snowball looking creature is just the cutest. (Btw, if any one knows what creature it is exactly, go on ahead and comment. I wanna know too. ^__^) It vaguely reminds me of Kuya Mikkie's blog icons~ [I just checked, and it's exactly the same creature!] Anyway, I've been playing KAT-TUN's You vid about 80% of the time my computer is on. I simply cannot get over Jin. Plus, Gen showed me this very touching fanvid that said that Junno loves video games and Maru is probably the person who loves the members of KAT-TUN the most. That's my boy. XD

*Sigh* If there's one thing that I will remember this summer for, I suspect it will be for the fact that every fangirl phase of my life swept through me in a matter of a month. There's Vincent Kartheiser, then KAT-TUN...Kulang nalang yung F4. Ehehehe...>_> But really, I doubt I'll come falling back into F4 fangirl-ness. That was waaay too short a phase in my life.

Let me seeeee, three, five, nine and twenty-two more days to go before the Sig-Dwellie second birthday, the elections, the eighteenth of May and the end of the month respectively! Not that I'm taking any active part in the first two, but at least the last two will hopefully be memorable and are much anticipated by myself. Hmm..I seemed to have sounded too civil when I said that. WHEN WILL THIS MONTH END??? Here I go whining about something that'll come...Eventually~ Grrr...

Which reminds me (for no logical reason) that I lost my glasses. I somehow found a way to misplace it, again...And I think this time, it's for good. >_< Maaan. I loved that pair. I looked pretty on them. The pics that I had with those glasses were pretty pics of me, in general, I think. T_T Hay...Babaeng burara talaga. Tsk.

Anyway, my father is nagging me to get some sleep. Nightnight world...Buhbye~ I hope you enjoyed this entry...

Damn. Jin is such an eye candy. The whole coin tossing bit is the best part of the video. He's so adorable with the eye rolling. Damn.

Nosebleed.

It's sad when a friend tears away.


It's sadder at the thought of the reasons why.






It's saddest when you realize it doesn't matter

to you



anymore.

Making the Vigile doll only made me realize how unfabulous my fashion sense is. @_@ Just look at that, so unflattering. *sigh* But anyway, I tried to be as loyal to my wardrobe as possible (with the pants and the top, strictly speaking, of course, because I do not have a pair of cute little wings on my closet, much as I want to).

I do have that kind of blouse, somewhere...I know I used it during our fourth-year high school academic research paper debate when all three of us (Vigile, Stacy and Gen) were wearing something black-and-white striped out of coincidence. ^_^ And I also do have that kind of pair of pants. Those who know me well and long enough know that I've owned a certain pair of elephant pants that I really really loved even after getting narrowed by my grandmother. (Elephant pants are naturally very wide, and my grandmother found one day that this was odd, decided that it was too wide for comfort and narrowed it without my knowledge. T_T). The bag, though, I'm not so sure. @_@' Although I think I remember Sig having one. Lol.

Anyway, for the facial expression, I tried the best I could to imitate the expression I had in this photo. It's not the best replica, but I think I did a fairly accurate job, hehehe. Kasi naman, this expression, the look away look, had become a sort of signature expression of mine in photos at some point in my life. Except, I think the look away look had this pouty thing going on, which I didn't use na for the dollie. ^__^ Masyado na atang pacute yun.(Oo na, pacute na ako masyado.. X_x Sheeeesh...Those were the days...)



And finally, for the hair, that was the closest I found to the hairstyle I currently have, one that seems to be thinning out as you go down. Lol. Mine is longer than the doll's though, but it more or less looked like that when I first got it cut. ^__^ The butterfly clips, though, came with the hair. I don't do butterfly clips, I'm sure many of you know that. XD

Hehehe..this is so fun! XD Making dollies is such an interesting way to kill time. As I was looking for the right pair of pants for my doll, I saw a couple of pairs that reminded me of Sig's really neat zippery pants that came from the US. XD Hehehe..Whee~

One of these days, I'll dress up the way my cute Vigile doll was dressed up and get a picture of myself. XD Whee..It's like cosplay, except that I'm playing myself. O.o

This is my little leaf fairy. XD Whee~ I started out hoping I could make a Vigile eLouai doll, but then I saw the wings and started making it look fairy-ish..And in the end it didn't turn out to be me at all. Lol. Although, I would like to someday try that hairstyle, and I do have a skirt that kinda resembles that one, and I did try to make the eyes and nose and lips look like me (of course, if it does look like me at all, it looks like a very very pretty version of me ^_^). XD But still, i think the wings are cute. TuT

Gosh, I really wanted to post the animated version of this doll here in my blog but it doesn't seem to be working. >_<

So anyway, while I was looking for a pair of eyes for this doll, I saw one that I thought would fit perfectly on a Gen face. XD And it occurred to me how it isn't that hard to make a Gen face. ^__^ (I think even in the Sims 2 -- when Tracy was consulting with me -- the Gen sim didn't take too long.) Hehehe..

Anyway, I want to make a Vigile doll. Maybe I'll do it right now. XD Go Vig!

(Thanks Kuya Siopao for giving me the doll making link. xD)

I was hyped up today. XD I was able to conquer two peaks I didn't think I could conquer. Ohohoho~

1. I walked to school
   Yes, I walked. ^___^v This was one of the things on my "must do this summer" list. I passed six footbridges, a number of roadside construction sites, three schools, (I didn't count the gasoline stations though..). Unfortunately, I didn't think of taking pictures. It would've been memorable to have had a picture on the Partidong Manggagawa footbridge. XD
   
   It was a specially cloudy day today, so it wasn't as hot as the past week, and it just so happened that I wasn't bringing any bag because I left my bag in Stephen's car. So the circumstances were perfect for the home-to-school walk. XD I made no stopovers except at Sig's San Mig Food Store to buy water. ^__^ I was contemplating whether to but buko juice from the street vendors around or to buy water from Sig's store, and in the end I decided to give a wee bit of support to the store. Minsan ko nalang din matangkilik ang tindahan nila Sig eh.
   
   Ironic, but when I reached school, I was so proud of myself that I went straight to playing tennis. XD That's what they'd call endorphins (sp?). Walang pagod hahaha.



2. I beat Kuya Mark on a race to six doubles match. XD
   Wheee~ It doesn't matter that it was doubles, I still beat Kuya Mark!!! TuT *tears of joy* I only ever get at most two games when I play against him (doubles or singles), so I was so proud of myself and my partner Sir Haris. (First time he beat Mark as well). You know, the loss could've been due to his partner, Dim, but I'm sure Kuya Mark could've played well and won for them both. It was the break on his serve that did the trick. XD

I think din that I was able to motivate Sir Haris enough with my enthusiastic mood. ^___^ Whee~

Two peaks conquered in one day. XD

So anyway, this evening we had dinner at this place called the Arcade, near the UP Chapel. It specialized in Persian dishes and is, I learned, a really good eat-out place. To-crave-for food at an affordable price. All the dishes everyone ordered were good (I took a bite off of everything that was ordered...kapal muks) but I think the best was their iced tea. Maybe Gen and I or the trio can eat there sometime. It's really worth it!! :D

Uh...No. Not really. I don't think so. >__>

I blog-hopped. Friendstered. Multiplied. Customized my multiply. Made some pubmats. Blog-hopped again. Multiply hopped. Wrote on guestbooks. Edited my blog template. Fixed the editions. Yada yada yada. 5:00 AM and I'm still on the May 3 mode. Why am I so averse to sleeping. No. Not that I'm averse to sleeping, I just [for some bizarre reason] find that doing senseless things on the internet is a better way of passing time than sleep.

At least my blog has a links and archives section now. *nods with pride* Plus, my multiply account has a cute photo thing going on on the front page to keep visitors from closing the window within a minute of opening my site. *yey*

And I was planning on going to school earlier than usual tomorrow later. As if that'll ever happen at this rate. Maybe if I go take a bath right now, but I'm not taking a bath without even the slightest bit of beauty sleep. Haha.

Re-reading this post, I realize that my blog entries are even more meaningless than Gen ever claims hers to be. Ohohoho. ^_^

Allow me an attempt to dignify this post with some sense. I saw Spidey 3 this evening last night. Sorry to burst your bubble guys but it sucked. On a scale of one to ten, I'd rate it nine point five, one being the highest. The effects were good during the action scenes, and that's where I got the point-five. And the whole time I was waiting for Mary Jane to die. @_@ At some point, it became a tag team, and somewhere along the way I was beginning to doubt if Spider Man was really the hero in the story ('cause it seemed like someone else had to save him). Oh well. They say the second was better than the third. I didn't see the second, but I still didn't like the third. The effects were cool though. If you're a sucker for that, go ahead and watch it. ^_^

Wow. I can see the horizon turning orange outside my window. I really should hit the sack. Tsk.

I personally think that the one thing Tracy pinned down in making my sim is the shape of the face. Hehehe. Talagang oblong. ^_^ The hair actually reminds me more of Stacy. Hmmm..But it's cute and I guess if I kept my hair long enough I'd be able to do that. :D

Anyway, I have a new roomie. XD There's this baby lizard that I've encountered at least twice in my toilet and at least once in my room. To the extent that I've realize it's not going anywhere, I've named it Nut. So now, I have a Nutty roommate. Lol. It's less disgusting when I think about it that way. *Sigh* I must be going insane.

Amagad. *nosebleed* I like the eyes.

Back in the day, I used to have a complete collection of this guy's photos and videos. (Of course, I had to, I owned a fansite. >_>) But oh boy, was I a fangirl. XD I'd spend hours just making thumbnails for the gallery (because back then, there weren't such things as program-powered photo galleries. O_o Or maybe I just wasn't aware of them.) And another few hours uploading all the thumbs and images using our dial-up connection.

Obsessed much? Lol.

Come on. It's not that difficult to understand my sentiments back then, is it? Considering those eyes *points to the photo in a hypnotic kind of way* Haha. XD *wobbles like jello at the sight*